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for the past few weeks, i have been very tired, stressed, happy, busy, sad ........ all also experienced.
too many things in my mind now. im a joker at outside but weak in inside. i would cry when i bath, when i sleep.
last nite i had terrible headache when i was doing my korean homework. dad's problem arise again, mom keep on talking about it beside my ears.just couldn't stand it. i raised my voice ... sorry mom!went to sleep without finishing my homework. i know that if i keep on holding on, my headache will get worse & im gonna be rude to everyone!
too many things in my mind now. 100kg of problems stacking up my brain!

1. dad / family - his debt problem, i have no idea where he is now, when only he will come back to us?its so hard & heartbreaking to be middle person ....
2. study - gotta find time 2 go 2 d embassy to find out more info, which Uni is cheaper, my life there, survival ......
3. time - have to work, study, band practice, gakkai activities! time management issue again!!! aarrggggghhhh ....
4. photography - now that my boss gave me assignment di. im so stress that i cannot take good pictures. its not a normal event. if i don't do well, i'll be ruining someone's wedding. they won't repeat it & i can't have second take.
5. gakkai / band - not good at handling members. not good at giving ideas during meeting. i'll be stress whenever im going 2 attend a planning meet. how can i be a good leader?

well, i know u can do it Angie!!! get it done one by one ......!

Les Chang 1968 - 2008

A friend of mine passes away yesterday morning 10.55am. He was more than a friend ... a sifu, chat pal,brother. I was so shocked when i heard the news that he was hospitalized. i thought it was his kidney problem but when i reached the hospital on Sunday, i was told that he was actually attacked? now i should classify it as murdered!!!

He was brutally attacked by two Chinese youth early in the morning. Animal!!!!Chek Ak!!!No Mercy!!!
Two men hitting a dialysis patient with helmets??? what the hell are they doing? there's no excuse that you are not conscious. it doesn't mean that you can simply hit people when you're 'Hi'! if you're on pills, go to your damn disco, don't be on the street & start harming the public.
Those witnesses just couldn't stand up for justice. Police asked not to make a report, not to expose the case to the press. Is this the Malaysia that we are proud of?

at least today i can calm myself down di. yesterday i just got no mood 2 work. typing error for boss, 'pek chek' about small stuffs. cried in the office once they add me to msn grp chatting where fotokrazy head, myBest, announce his death. went back for lunch, i was ok till my uncle asked me bout the case. i dono how he got the news but i was like ....... brrrraaaaaaagggghhhh .... cry again while eating lunch, just couldn't control my tears.

until last nite, i still can't believe that Les is sleeping in a coffin. we were having fotokrazy gathering hours before the incident happened. about 4 of us including Les were still chatting after everyone left. i left early about 11pm++. i didn't expect that it would be the last moment with Les. He was so happy to get a new camera D300. he wanted to do so many projects, he wants to complete his panorama series. His dismiss is such a great lost to the photography world.
i chanted beside his ears when he was in coma. he moved his finger a bit. i hope that he received my words. i hope that he would bring it to the next life.

uncle Les, please rest in peace. may you have eternal happiness!

恭喜发财!!! 新年快乐!!!

Chinese New Year 2008 pix

last practice b4 CNY break
CNY Gongyo Meet
me & youngest sis(Cherry) aka Jay 周杰伦 .... where's Mendy?she's driving la!very no fa-ce ..... my 2 sis sleeping at a relative's house after receiving ang pao!!! somore with mouth opened so BIG!!!!!!!! haizzzz ....... sia sui!!!!

more pix coming up ... stay tuned :)

friends from korea 한국어 친구가

last week 4 students from Korea came to Penang for an exchange in my Korean centre.
there are (선 희)Seon Hee, (주 미)Ju Mi, (효 주)Hyo Ju & (창 모)Chang Mo oppa.

very happy to know them, they are very friendly.they even taught us how to cook 'tokpogi'??
had dinner together after the cooking session, chit-chat ........

선 희아,미 안 데! i'll replace your photo once i have a better one!
ok 선 희! as promised! i've added our pix! :)


yesterday i brought them to shop along the ferringhi beach night market. then we went round city as it was raining, stopped at New World for a coffee, chit chat.they are very patient to teach me some korean words & share info about korea.
im so happy that i could bring them around this time as their schedule is pack. i feel sorry for i can't speak well in korean so communication is a bit slow :P

they are going back tomorrow morning. will definitely miss them.