just called oppa this morning.
oppa said he has sent my documents to the university & they are going through my application. it would take longer time to screen through as there has not been a Malaysian applying before. mostly Japanese & Chinese(China).
i should be getting the call either from oppa or university by tomorrow or day after. i must chant more. nothing else can help me. i still can't exert myself to chanting long hours with full determination. i have so far done 1 1/2 to 2 hours a day, but i know that is not enough. serene & victor can do it, why can't I? must also show actual proof of gohonzon. must make my family, yb & gakkai proud.
Korea has always been a land where nobody wishes to go. even my teacher discourage us to go because it is so difficult to survive there. he loves M'sia so much & many Koreans are coming here. smiling in my heart, i said to myself ..... hehehe ...... good! then my opportunity 2 make full use of my Korean, contributing to the society in M'sia will definitely be there.
something happened last few days. i gotta cope with it! must overcome it with full of wisdom & open heart; as the WLS(Wisdom of the Lotus Sutra) says the purity of our 6 senses. purity of heart.