Wednesday, 29 April 2009
Day 68-70
Sunday, 26 April 2009
Day 64 - 67
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
Day 60-63
On Monday, it was my first day of work(trial), im so pissed off with my colleague. For those who have known me for long time, I don’t usually get angry easily. At home, maybe(coz we’re too close, we don’t mind scolding each other coz the next moment we’ll be ok). I don’t complain much or talk behind colleagues. We have to work professionally. Im a nice girl, don’t you think?hahahaha ....!just kidding!
This girl acted as a senior in front of me although she’s also a part-timer only. OK, fine!it’s my 1st day & i should be listening to others. Maybe because i looked younger than her, she thinks she can take advantage at me, ordering me to do this & that. OK,fine!then, there was a order that we made together(i wasn’t sure about the ala carte menu), it was a ‘take away’.im pretty sure she heard what i yelled to the kitchen, but the kitchen made the dish for ‘having here’.the boss was not angry but what made me mad was she just stood aside, pretend to look somewhere else & didn’t defend me.as if i made that mistake!she asked me to collect payment, i said i don’t know how to use the cashier machine yet. She was like ‘laughing’, then she asked me to watch her do it once. As i expected, she was doing it as quick as a lightning. Damn!was she teaching or boosting that she knows how to use it!then, there was 1 guy who can only speak Cantonese, she attended to it & after that she was boosting about her speaking in Cantonese to the chefs. I was grinning in my heart, although i can speak but i don’t boost around because i know im not good enough. The funny thing is when she found out that im from Malaysia from other colleague, her face suddenly changed. Maybe she thinks that all Malaysian speak Cantonese & she just fooled herself in front of me.
Ok.i have to stop complaining. I don’t want to accumulate bad karma, complaining only eradicates your good fortune. I did not get the call from the boss yesterday which means I did not get the job! nvm ... i'll look for others.
ooo .... i was the Emcee for tonight's discussion meet. today's topic is 'spreading happiness'. im very blessed to be alive and i will enjoy my days as a human!this video cheered me up. how cute!btw, 'ma yi' refers to me. he cannot pronounce my name properly so he keeps calling me ma yi(ant-mandarin)
Saturday, 18 April 2009
wedding cont.....
he looks like Lex Luthor in Smallville
Day 57-59
Because i just came back work! i think i made some mistake in ticking the price list whenever you deliver a dim sum. hahaha ..... jus couldn't remember which food goes with which price. the chinese name of the dimsum is killing me. can't pronounce it properly, if serving mat salleh somore must translate to english. i don't even know the ingredient, just bombard.its pork!its shrimp!its beef!
the couple's daughters. children so big di only marry....cool huh!
potrait session outside the house
more coming up!
Thursday, 16 April 2009
BRITAINS GOT TALENT 2009 SUSAN BOYLE
guys, you MUST watch this! i cried watching her sing. sorry couldn't show the video here coz there's no embedding link.
its never too late to realise your dream.
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
Day 54-56
have to learn how to camwhore with SLR ....if not i won't have much self potrait in Auckland.
ISO400 f2 1/30 50mm
Sunday, 12 April 2009
爱到疯癫 Love Crazy
i love love love this song! its so sad! Ella & Hebe's composing skill is improving. with the power vocal from Power Station just make the song so perfect.
Song: Ella Lyrics: Hebe Singer: Power Station
空荡荡的房间 坟墓一样安静的夜
Kong dang dang de fang jian fen mu yi yang an jing de ye
不肯撕去的昨天 陪着我还在等谁
Bu khen si qu de zuo tian pei zhe wo hai zai den shui
你一定没有变 一定还爱我对不对
Ni yi ding mei you bian yi ding hai ai wo dui bu dui
眼角不能有泪水 下一秒你就会出现
Yan jiao bu neng you lei shui xia yi miao ni jiu hui zhu xian
爱到疯颠 苦的酸的无所谓
Ai dao feng dian ku de suan de wu suo wei
看背叛爬上你不遮掩的脸
Kan bei pan pa shang ni bu zhe yean de lian
我竟然还觉得很美
Wo ji ran hai jue de hen mei
爱到疯颠 伤了痛了都没感觉
Ai dao feng dian shang le thong le dou mei gan jue
你要我等你到哪个期限 我都奉陪
Ni yao wo deng ni dao na ke chi xian wo dou feng pei
你下楼去买烟 然后迷路迷了几天
Ni xia lou que mai yean ran hou mi lu mi le ji tian
这样牵强的谎言 对我都是种慰藉
Zhe yang jian qiang de huang yen dui wo dou shi zhong wei jie
你一定没有变 一定还爱我像从前
Ni yi ding mei you bian yi ding hai ai wo xiang chong qian
嘴角不能再流血 等一下吻你不方便
Jui jiao bu neng zai liu shie deng yi xia wen ni bu fang bian
爱到疯颠 苦的酸的无所谓
Ai dao feng dian ku de suan de wu suo wei
看背叛爬上你不遮掩的脸
Kan bei pan pa shang ni bu zhe yean de lian
我竟然还觉得很美
Wo ji ran hai jue de hen mei
爱到疯颠 伤了痛了都没感觉
Ai dao feng dian shang le thong le dou mei gan jue
你要我等你到哪个期限
Ni yao wo deng ni dao na ke chi xian
你要我再陪上多少尊严 我都奉陪
ni yao wo zai pei shang duo shao zhun yean wo dou feng pei
Day 51-53
dinner of the week
Thursday, 9 April 2009
Day 49 & 50
A: yes? Anything?
RM: oohh ... nothing, i was wondering why you have bread everyday for your lunch, you like bread? And dinner you’re cooking the same dish everyday as well.
A: oohh ... eeerrrmmm ..... well, ya, i bought these vege for my whole week’s supply .... :)
RM: okok :)
Today I had a very serious chanting session & I have 3 news. Im getting desperate because its already Thursday & I still haven’t got a job. Before I went out to hunt for job, I chanted & did my evening gongyo with full power.
News 1: I made a call earlier to a French restaurant but my phone ran out of credit. Shit! How am I gonna make calls to other cafes? So, never mind, i went to bath and i received a returned call from the boss. Wow! I thought that i’d had hope to get an interview but to my disappointment, the vacancy has been filled. Well, at least I don’t have to walk so far to the restaurant (20 min from my house) to no avail. I saved my time & energy. That’s a good news, right?!
News 2: I noticed a small Japanese restaurant which had a notice on the mirror. Although i can’t read Japanese at all but i can still recognise the word ‘looking for people’ (zao ren) & there’s a telephone, so i guess thats a vacancy. I already noticed it for few days but because I have been rejected by a Japanese restaurant for can’t speak Japanese, i was reluctant to ask this restaurant. But, I had the gut today to ask. Yes! I passed my last copy of CV to the boss & im asked to attend the interview on Tuesday! Although its too early to determine the outcome but that’s a good news, right?!
News 3: Its my rental day today. The front desk person keyed in the wrong amount for me but of course i was honest to inform him the mistake. Then, suddenly he said he will try his best to adjust my room rate asap. And i also related to him that im looking for a job and thank him for his kindness. That’s a good news, right?!
Ok. Now can celebrate by having my dinner. Just finished all my vege & meat yesterday, so today i will cook the forever simple & delicious ‘dan chao fan’ (fried rice with egg). one more thing, i would like to wish my 'lao peng you' old friend, Siak Lee .... HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Oh, by the way, my mouth ulcer is getting bigger & painful day by day, i guess i can’t play trumpet this week. Im just using my right mouth to eat for this whole week.
its 7 degree today so i took a bus home. earlier on, my lecturer took us to Auckland best photographic printer shop as a field trip. 1st time seeing those film & digital processors. im gonna get my 8'x10' free print soon.
And look! its ice rain! it reminds me of andy's song .... '冰雨' ice rain.
luckily i reached just in time before it rained at Nigel's house. thx Nigel for today's wonderful lunch :) i owe you two meals di.
Tuesday, 7 April 2009
Day 47 - 48
after i wrote 'no more $$$' on my msn, i received many IM from friends & calls from relatives asking whether i need them 2 send $$ for me or not. im so so touched by your concerns. who says that friends will run away when you are in trouble? at least my friends don't. :) all your concerns & encouragements are more worthy & valuable than sending me cash. sincerely thanking everyone here.
i will not give up as i have chosen this path, so i have to bare with all the obstacles that comes. its only an experience once in a lifetime. it is precious & irreplaceable! one day when i grow old, at least i have something to boost about! hehehe ....
Sunday, 5 April 2009
Day 43-46
we(the band) have 1 more month before our concert. we are still not ready. the songs are not played very well YET. but we will not give up. im sure we can perform our best on that night!
i got my IRD number 2 days ago which means i can start to find a part time job! YES! really can't survive without a job. i have to stay, eat, laundry etc .... its about MONEY MONEY MONEY! i have chanted to get a job that can give me a good pay to cover all my expenses, can have flexi hours so that i can have time for homework & attend Gakkai acivities & of course i can learn something.
some of the Victoria Band members (back row: Yuki san, Seiko san & Masao san) (front: Ai san, me, Terry & Sujata